Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Dream

I woke this morning with a smile, but sadness in my heart from my dream last night......

I dreamt that I had Selah and I was at some function with her......

showing her off....... kissing her in disbelief that she was actually in my arms...

She was speaking words....in ENGLISH..... she looked at me with her sweet eyes and said, "Mama" as she touched my lips.....

She was being passed around to people who wanted to hold her......she had a continual smile on her face......

I laid her down in a bed for her nap......she went right to sleep with no complaining (this must be a dream!).........

Then my dream ended and I woke up. At first, I had to think if it was real and Selah was really home, but of course, it didn't take long to remember that it was not real. The sadness kicked in......I miss her more than words can say......my heart literally stung for a second as I remembered we are still in this battle/fight to bring our Selah home......I have no contact with her and I won't until this ends........

Lord, how much longer?????

*sigh*


7 comments:

crispy said...

It is really hard to be waiting on the Lord. God wants us to be so dependent on Him. Praying for you and for the journey to come to an end.

((hugs))

Cris

Aaron and Julie said...

Perhaps this is a little encouragement by way of a dream. Remember that dreams come true :)

Love, hugs & prayers,
Julie

Karen Hossink said...

A dream of what you wish for, or a vision from God of what is to come?

Praying for you in the waiting.

Loving Jesus,
Karen

Kevin Kite said...

Our family continues to pray for you - that your dream becomes a reality.

Kim said...

Dreams do come true!

Michelle said...

Praying for your little daughter to come home, my friend.

Love,
Michelle

Heckert's Highway said...

What a precious dream, hold on to it, God gives and answers them. I love you and I'm holding on with you...Jenn