Much better

Well, after a few days of being SO down....my spirits are up again. I was talking with God and we had been having some very real talks.... mostly me being very angry. I was not wanting to let Him give me His peace this time, because I am just tired of the roller coaster of emotions this process has given me. But, yesterday I came to the bottom line- that its going to require me to choose which way I would rather live- in the dumps or with joy.  I chose joy and the incredibly Compassionate Father we have showed me once again His tender heart. :)

I have realized that I am being blessed with joy. I am waiting on the Lord and He is blessing me for it. "Those who wait upon the Lord will be blessed".... yeah this verse is ringing in a whole new light for me these days.

Bottom line- God has a plan....this has NOT come by surprise to Him.....In the end, God will win and the wicked will lose..... We do not have to be anxious when we KNOW we are in His Will.

At least I am becoming a little more aware of the fact that I will continue having the bad days, but I have noticed they are not lasting as long as they used to. And God is there the whole time....He was actually irritating me this week because He wouldn't leave me alone..... I was just so mad that I wanted Him to leave me alone.  But I am so happy He didn't, and that He never does!